I AM THE CRIMINAL

I LOVE TO SMILE AND THAT’S EXACTLY

WHAT I DO.

ALAS! WHAT I FIND IS TEARS

THAT’S EXACTLY TRUE.

WHEN I WISH TO CRY

I FIND MYSELF SMILING

BECAUSE IT IS OF SWEET MEMORIES

THAT WAS REALLY ADORING..

WHEN I AM DEPRESSED

I FEEL THE SUPPRESSED ANGER HIDING.

WHEN I AM ANGRY I FEEL

MY ADRENALIN RISING.

WHEN I WAS THE BOSS

I DID THE FIRING

IN MY LIFE WHEN I WAS FIRED

I REALIZED THAT I WAS ONLY HIRED.

WHEN I SEE FRESHLY CUT DOWN FLOWERS

IN MY FLOWER VASE SIMILAR TO ROSE

I LIKE ITS PRESENCE AND STAIR AT THOSE

WHEN I GO OUT TO FIND THE FLOWERS

HALF DEAD AND CUT.

I FEEL ITS A CRIMINAL ACT

I AM ONE OF THOSE.

HAPPY MEMORIES MAKE ME SAD

YES. YES, I AM SAD.

COZ I HAD GONE DOWN MEMORY LANE,

AND MEMORIES REALLY MAKE ME SAD.

I DIDNOT SEE……

WHEN DID YOU COME?

OH! NO YOUR COMING HAS NOT MADE ME SAD.

IT IS THE FACT THAT,

YOU ARE HERE, NOT TO STAY

BUT TO LEAVE ME AGAIN,

HAS MADE ME SAD.

I MISSED YOU?

NO NOT AT ALL, INFACT

I MISSED MISSING YOU.

YOU CAN ONLY MISS SOMEONE,

WHO IS NOT IN YOUR MIND,

WHOM YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN.

YOU HAVE NEVER LEFT ME ALONE EVER.

THEN WHY DO YOU COME ?

TO RELIVE THE MOMENTS PASSED BY.

YOU TAKE ME TO PLACES UNVISITED,

WHICH WILL REMAIN SO, AFTER YOU GO.

I FEEL LIKE BEING SURROUNDED

WITH FRESHLY BLOOMED CARNATIONS

I CAN FEEL THE DEW DROPS ON THE FLOWERS.

BUT WHY IS IT THAT I CANNOT SHARE IT WITH YOU?

WHY DO YOU COME? TO TAKE ME TO THE PAST?

FUTURE HAS NO PRESENCE IN OUR LIVES.

YOU FRESHEN UP THE RELATIONSHIP, GIVE ME NEW IDEAS,

WE WALK THROUGH DREAMS UNFULFILLED,

MOMENTS NOT LIVED, SMILES EXCHANGED,

YOUR HAND IN MINE, OH! THE TWINKLE OF YOUR EYES!

THE WORDS UNSAID WILL ALWAYS REMAIN UNSAID,

AND THAT IS WHY I AM SAD.